curious

I have a boyfriend whom i loved... we've been freinds for years and hope to marry each other. but i know what i want and i want a girl to sex once or twice before my relationship gets too serious... i live in LA, black, tall, thin... but i refuse to hurt him in any way. I don't know what to do. i am in love! just a little freaky. Are there any girls who are bi or party goers in LA we can be friends and then go to a club, freak each other and act like nothing every happend? here's my email. I want a real girl, simliar to me. who can be a friend, a freaky one who wants nothing more than a good time...

email me...serious replies ashbash_me@yahoo.com