SOMETHING JUST AIN\\\'T RIGHT..

I AM ENGAGED TO BE MARRIED. I KNOW THAT BEING MARRIED TO A MAN IS WHAT IS "RIGHT" IN AMERICA. AND, ALTHOUGH I PLAN TO  BE MARRIED THIS SUMMER, SEX WITH MY FUTURE HUSBAND IS SO BORING AND UNFULFILLING. I FEEL LIKE A PUPPET. I JUST LAY THERE AND PRETEND TO LIKE HIS BORING, BUT HUGE, DICK. I SECRETLY FANTASIZE ABOUT THE EXPERIENCE I HAD IN COLLEGE WITH A CO-WORKER, ANGELA, WHO ATE MY PUSSY UNTIL I CAME  4 TIMES DOWN HER THROAT. I DON'T THINK THAT I'M A LESBIAN, BUT I DO HAVE FANTASIES ABOUT WOMEN. HOWEVER, I ONLY SEE MYSELF WALKING HAND IN HAND WITH A MAN..

WHAT THE HELL IS WRONG WITH ME??

NOT TO MENTION, I ENJOY WATCHING LESBIAN PORN. MALE-FEMALE PORN DOES NOTHING FOR ME. THE ONLY TIME I CAN WATCH IT IS WHEN THERE'S 2 WOMEN AND ONE MAN.

OPINIONS PLEASE..