lesbian since I was 13 or 14.

We ll, I have know that I was a lesbian since I was 13 or 14.  But never full came out to everyone till I was 28.  I wanted to try to be striaght to protect family face and do the "right" things. 

As it turned out I was hiding behind a big brick wall of lies and hate.  I couldn't stand it any more being fake.  I was so unhappy in a "hetro" relationship that it almost made me commite suiside.  I couldn't even stand it when he would touch me, and sex was not even a turn on for me.  And I was with him for 3 years, it had to end.  Now that I'm out I am so much more happier than I have ever been.  I can now be my true self.

I'm however single and would like to meet that special person to fufill my life.  I'm honest and trustworthy, when it comes to a commintment you will have it.  Yeah I'm a big time flirt and playa, but once you have me I'm yours and only yours.