Inner Freak

There are a lot of things my boyfriend doesn't know about me... I can't tell him, because I know how he will react. I decided to share with you all. Please give me your advice and or comments.

There are two things at number one because they are equally important.

1. The only thing that I honestly believe would keep me from seeking another woman, would be an overly submissive man. Dominant. I fantisize about having a big, masculine black man standing over me, shoving about  9 inches of dick down my throat until I gag. I love to suck dick. Moreso than fucking 90% of the time. I orgasm off of sucking dick alone. My bf knows this, but refuses to do any of what I ask.

1.I have never been with a woman but I have known I am bisexual since the 10th grade. I love fat asses, petite women, 34Ds and up and plus size women. My fantasy is to strap on and fuck either a man or a woman.

2. I love to watch gay porn/shemale porn whenever possible. As soon as he leaves I hop online and rub my pussy until she squirts. This happens maybe 3-4 times /day.

3. I love bisexual men. Nothing turns me on more than watching a man enjoying getting fucked as much as me.

4. Its not realy even an interest of mine to recieve. I just want a woman who will let me eat her pussy whenever I want. The smell of my own pussy turns me on.

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None of this really became an issue until a few months ago when I started my new job. There is a bisexual older woman there. She has the nicest, fattest, ass I have ever seen. When we work together I always make sure she is standing in front of me so I have the best possible view.  I just want to bend her over and eat that pussy from behind. OMFG, Im getting turned on.